I was raised in the Catholic faith and formed a deep early devotion to Jesus Christ and his mother Mary. After the post-Vatican II reforms to the Church, I gradually distanced myself from Catholicism and entered a period of agnosticism. This changed in early adulthood when I became involved in Tibetan Buddhism and eventually undertook advanced tantric practices.
During this period, I experienced sexual and spiritual abuse and targeted dark magical attacks. These encounters led to what I now recognize as severe demonic oppression, possibly even possession, resulting from ritual abuse perpetrated by gurus and concealed within occult language and symbolism.
Eventually, I returned to the Christian faith and sought help through Catholic exorcists and priests. Despite the many problems the Church has faced, I found healing through its sacraments and the genuine support of many holy and compassionate clergy. This return began a long process of conversion and spiritual recovery.
This site is not intended as a condemnation of the Tibetan people or culture. It aims to expose the spiritual harm that can occur within occult systems, particularly those marketed as paths to higher consciousness, and to offer hope for healing through faith in Christ. It is also a critical examination of particular beliefs, practices, and institutions within Tibetan Buddhism, informed by what I experienced during decades of involvement in the tradition and what I have learned since leaving it.
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