
For years, I was ensnared in the world of Tantric Buddhism, believing its practices held the key to enlightenment. But instead of finding peace and liberation, I encountered spiritual torment on and off for years, first with sexual abuse by a lama and then when the kundalini energy went completely awry. My guru, whom I had trusted, placed a curse on me, and the so-called enlightened deities of Tibetan Buddhism revealed themselves as tormenting demons. The suffering I endured was beyond anything I could have imagined.
After the linga annihilation ritual, I thought there was no hope. I had been completely immersed in their tantric system for most of my adult life. Thanks to a suggestion from a young man I met who was going through a devastating kundalini awakening, I had the idea to contact a Catholic exorcist. I read his book called Diary of an American Exorcist that came out in 2021 , and for the first time in my life, I started to think I might actually be possessed by the tantric deities I had practiced for years. I had been taught they were perfectly enlightened buddhas, so why had they turned against me, manifesting as demonic forces bent on my total destruction? How could I overcome these forces that seemed so powerful, so intransigent? The answer was something higher, greater, and infinitely more powerful than the tantric magical system. In order for it to work, it had to be completely outside of their deceptive system. That answer was the Biblical God and his son Jesus Christ.
The Power of Christ Over Dark Forces
Tibetan Buddhism presents itself as a perfect path to enlightenment, but what I experienced was a system built on deception and control. The practices I had been taught that used rituals, empowerments, and deity visualizations, brought many experiences, both blissful and horrible. When I started to have grave doubts and investigated the origins of tantra, to question and examine, it became obvious that was not allowed. Then came punishment and the bloody realization that these forces would never let me go.
But ever since I turned to Jesus Christ, slowly, gradually, things have changed. His power is greater than any so-called tantric magic or divine blessing from a guru. The name of Jesus brings healing and casts out demons. He has authority over all the small “g” gods.
Tibetan Buddhism teaches that its deities are compassionate buddhas and bodhisattvas, but in the end, I found them to be nothing but oppressive spirits masquerading as wisdom beings. They were powerless against Christ. The moment I surrendered to Jesus, they started to lose their grip on me. This was not psychological; it was spiritual warfare. I am not unique; many others have experienced the same freedom from demons and darkness.
Evidence in My Own Life: Healing, Hope, and Peace
If Tibetan Buddhism had been the true path, I would have found healing through it. Instead, it nearly destroyed me. The fact that I am now very much recovered, that I am healing and have hope, happiness, and peace, is proof that Christ is real and that He reigns above all. No Buddhist deity, no tantric ritual, no guru’s power is more powerful.
As Psalm 91:13 declares, “You will tread on the lion and the cobra; you will trample the great lion and the serpent.” This scripture became real in my life as Jesus granted me victory over the kundalini spirit and the guru. Although I am not completely free, they still have some control over my dreams and my body, I am so much more healed. I finally see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Why Christianity is the True Religion
- Christ’s Power Over Darkness: No tantric deity or Buddhist practice could free me. Only Jesus could break the chains that bound me spiritually.
- A Relationship, Not Rituals: Christianity is about knowing a living God, not engaging in endless rituals to appease deities that ultimately bring suffering.
- True Healing and Transformation: The peace, hope, and healing I have now are real and lasting. No Buddhist practice ever gave me that.
- The Dominion of Christ: The fact that Jesus Christ is triumphing over all the forces that tormented me proves His supremacy over all spiritual powers.


