Demons Can Poison our Thoughts and Invade our Dreams

By Unidentified painter – Private collection, Public Domain, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=1230264

I read Msgr. Rossetti’s most recent blog post with great interest. He understands the demonic phenomena very well. A large part of my suffering from demonic possession has had to do with a loss of control over my subterranean thoughts. Is that the right term for those thoughts that live below the surface and manifest when one is resting or sleeping? They often appear in the hypnogogic state between wakefulness and dream. In those unguarded moments, the demons will take over and inject thoughts and images that I know are not coming from me or from my habitual subconscious. It is as if they have hijacked it and are using it to harm and torment me. Why am I so sure of this? It is because when that annihilation ritual was performed on me, the subsequent physical and mental torture were like night and day to what I had known before. I went from being in apparent control of my mind and body, to suddenly losing control to my gurus and their demons. The first year was the worst. The second was marginally better. I would be thinking about something and suddenly a thought would be hijacked in mid-stream and turned into something violent or terrifying. Images were pounded into my mind again and again, like bombs in an air raid. In the early days, I had no way to fight it. They had complete control over my body and my sleep was riddled with horrific supernatural attacks. There was no peace until I turned to Christ. Gradually, I learned to separate my thoughts from theirs. It felt like disentangling a fledgling from a net. Being possessed by the guru and demon is like having the massive talons of an eagle stuck deep in my body. The pain, the pressure, the squeezing, is always there. They love to torment and abuse, both physically and mentally. They are essentially sociopaths. Even though they may pretend to be compassionate buddhas, their hatred and cruelty is always close to the surface, eager for a victim.